What Was He Thinking?

Last night Sean was home almost on time. He seemed to be in a good mood. I was in a good mood. Then, while I was making dinner, he comes out of the bedroom and says "You didn't get me beer or a lotto ticket last night. Now I have no beer and we didn't win the lotto." Did I mention he passes that corner store everyday he comes home from workThen he went outside to take a swim. Now, this kinda pissed me off, but I was in such a good mood I let it go.

Anyhow...Dinner was served. We were feeling frisky ;) but Sean wanted to go get beer, so he left and I cleaned up. We agreed to do "it" when he got home. So he gets home and we start making out. We are about at 2nd base when he stops and says "I want you to do something to me." So I'm thinking, fine but way to put the brakes on the mood. I start stuff. But then he says "Don't put any effort into it why don't ya." Now, I am really pissed off and so not in the mood for any of this. But, I decide to give him one last change to salvage our "fun" by asking him to say something nice to me after being suck a dick. He then stands up and says "forget it."

Ok, fine... So then we start playing a board game, that he agreed to playing...spending time with me (not warcraft) and what does he do, cop an attitude from almost the start of play. "That is gay, what a stupid question, I'm tired of playing this game I got better things to play." Now I am hurt and pissed off. He pointed out he has a right to say how he feels, but he doesn't have the right to be such a dick about it. He'd probably just say he was kidding, but it wasn't funny, not one bit of it and he ruined our rare night together.

Ironically, the day before I had a meltdown on him about how I miss him and he is never home or does stuff with me. In fact my meltdown came becasue he was never around to talk about stuff that bothers me and it built up. So this is how he acts on a rare night together, nice.

Nights like that make me wonder why I love him?